I had a lil homie who was dry firing a revolver at his chic and she was screaming and yelling don't fuck around.
they lit him up so many times closed casket. after he made a couple calls he pulled over got out the car and started firing at the patrol car while walking tords the car.
Called his wife and told her he loved her and he wasn't going back. I had another one who didn't want to do life without so he basically got in a high speed chase with the police. I hope when you yung cats fuckin with those pills and lean by yourself broken hearted or whatever find one of your loved ones and tell them. 2 days later my other A1 roll dogg call me an tell me him and his chic broke up and they found him in the bathroom at a hotel and he done hung himself. I hit up his cell like 4weeks later no answer. 46yrs old.calls me early Febuary this year he finally outnand chillin with his son and his chic and he gonna get at me in couple weeks once he settled. call me let me know he got his release date. got out was out for maybe 6month and caught a dope charge.
He killed somebody in a shoot out but plead it down to manslaughter. My A1 roll dogg from elementary school till like 19 who basically did his whole life in the Pen. In the moment we feel a certain way but after a few minutes, an hour, or a couple days even, we feel a bit better, please just take your time, take a hoot, calm your nerves, but most importantly keep going, as hard as it is, and believe in yourself, if you can’t believe in anything at least try and believe in yourself, because you matter, we all do, you’ll get through it, it’s an everyday struggle but hey, you got out of bed, that means you have strength, we’re human, we’re made to get up and dust ourselves off, it’s in our nature, so dust yourself off, hold your head high, stand up straight hand keep fucking going, and make all those fears and worries and emotions stare in disbelief at the improvement you’re accomplishing and are going to accomplish, we all got a life ahead of us, don’t waste it If anyone ever wants to talk about suicide/depression I’m here, I’m by no means a therapist but I’ve been depressed half my life so I could maybe give some insight, God bless all of you, may you all have nothing but success in this life and the next, stay strong
Life is hard man, I still think about killing myself, but I always try and remember this, yeah life sucks and rn I wanna die but if you tossed me in the middle of the ocean and said there’s a boat 200 feet away that I could get on to, I’d swim and swim and swim if it meant I could live. If you’re having thoughts about self harm and/or suicide, please try and get help, I know we feel like it’ll make everything easier and that no one will care anyways but that’s the furthest from the truth, suicide is a permanent solution to a non permanent problem.
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